Just awoke from a dream where some fucked up person was yet again trying to get in my house and rob us.. And now I’m close to tears because I have just realised the absolute most sentimental items I had were stolen the other week in the break in. An envelope with my Sydney 2000 Olympics $5 gold coin and a letter from each of my deceased grandparents.. In one word., devastated.
We may drive each other crazy.. We may yell & scream but every night when I go to sleep in your arms it’s all worth it
It’s the day that never ends.. It just goes on & on my friend.
Seriously? A cheerful mood after the day I’ve had.. You’ve got to be kidding me.
Can my life get any fucking better right now?! One thing after another.. Break in steal my shit oh please make my life a bit harder for me because there isn’t enough on my plate right now. Where’s a hole I can crawl into?
Enjoy now.
He can’t wait to see you everyday. He cares so much. He’s one of very few who truly do care. All he wants is to see you smile. Be happy. Before he walks away because he thinks he doesn’t make you happy. Because he really does.. This is your life now.. It’s not perfect but if you appreciate what you do have you might realise it’s not as bad as you sometimes think. Little details.
Oh please please please let me be able to have this! I need it! Can’t have this stress in my life anymore because it’s getting me so down.. Fingers and toes are crossed!
Fingers are crossed that I can have this and then sort my life out to have 1 less very important stress..
Life is so frustrating right now.. Keep looking into the future for it to get better but one thing or another will keep stopping that. If only I could have a glimpse of the future to see that everything’s going to be alright I would find the motivation to fight and keep on going right now.
Ehhhhhhhh… Life is not perfect. Never will be.. One thing can be up and then another will bring it down. But you just can’t give up because those perfect moments make it all worth it.
